Permanent State Songtext
von girlpuppy

What can anyone tell me
That I don′t already know?
I've been asked this my whole life
But I don′t know why

All of my recurring dreams
Are about me being
Humiliated in public
But I don't know why
I don't want to know why

I can′t stop looking
For some kind of
Permanent state
I always feel like I have to change
Would you all like me
If I was different?

When I′m in my car and I
Look out the window and I
Realize I'm real and I′m here
But I don't feel it


Even being around friends
I don′t know how to show them
That I love them all so much
But do they feel it?
I hope that they feel it

I can't stop looking
For some kind of
Permanent state
I always feel like I have to change
Would you all like me
If I was different?
I could be different
I could be different

I hate writing songs
All these words
And memories
I have to recall
They′re so hard to write down
And make sound
Clever and beautiful
Like no one's ever heard them before

I could be different
I want to be different


I could be different
I want to be different