hell, at least Songtext
von ghostdaughter

Ignoring calls from all my friends
′Cause I'm too high to leave my room
Started smoking just to see my breath
And the angel told me he′ll be coming soon
This is a different kind of sunrise
Where everything turns cold and blue
And I guess that's just December, but last July
We stayed up all night and I was warm with you

And I know talk is cheap but hell, at least I can afford it
Everybody needs a lover they can keep until the morning
And we'll get drunk on our potential
Talk out our problems and ignore ′em
No one said it would be easy, hell, at least it isn′t boring


And now I'm spinning in my room half-naked, talking to the moon
And dripping poison down my throat just to wash out the taste of you
And now my hometown is a desert, my body eats itself in spirals
Watch my skin fall off in patches, lay back down it′s just denial

Last night the fireworks kept me awake
And I'm afraid I′m turning cold
But I cleaned my room alone again on New Year's Day
And we′ll talk again when I know what to say

And I know talk is cheap but hell, at least I can afford it
Everybody needs a lover they can keep until the morning
And we'll get drunk on our potential
Talk out our problems and ignore 'em
No one said it would be easy, hell, at least it isn′t boring

And now I′m spinning in my room half-naked, talking to the moon
And dripping poison down my throat just to wash out the taste of you
And now my hometown is a desert, my body eats itself in spirals
Watch my skin fall off in patches, lay back down it's just denial