bay harbor Songtext
von Embers

I′m in the hotel writing from the bathtub
Contemplating everything that I love
Hope I fall asleep and I don't wake up

But I got my drink and I got my smoke
And I can′t believe my whole life's a joke
So, I'll hit this joint until I fucking choke
And I spent two stacks now I′m fucking broke
I don′t know what's worse, the pills or the pain
If I continue, I′ll drive you insane
I'm sorry I hurt you, I wasn′t the same
Do I need a bullet inside of my brain?


I keep thinking about the things that I said to you
The words I wish that I could take back
Even though we did the things we said we wouldn't do
The words I wish that I could take back
The words I wish that I could take back
I think I′m safe but then I relapse
I know you're never gonna come back
Just come back, I wish you'd fucking come back
I feel so bad I′m beating myself up
Water turning red with every single cut
Hope I fall asleep and I never wake up
I don′t want to wake up

But I got my drink and I got my smoke
And I can't believe my whole life′s a joke
So, I'll hit this joint until I fucking choke
And I spent two stacks now I′m fucking broke
I don't know what′s worse, the pills or the pain
If I continue, I'll drive you insane
I'm sorry I hurt you, I wasn′t the same
Do I need a bullet inside of my brain?

I keep thinking about the things that I said to you
The words I wish that I could take back
Even though we did the things we said we wouldn′t do
The words I wish that I could take back

You know I never made it home
You weren't there so you didn′t know
You know I never made it home