i thought about taking my life last night Songtext
von eli.

Feeling so depressed
Why am I a mess, yeah?
Feel it in my head
How do I express it?
Wanna tell my friends
Wanna tell my best friend
That I thought about taking my life last night

But don′t let my momma find out
Tell her she don't have a thing to worry about
I don′t need her wild with doubt
I know she'll think I'm selfish, I′m not selfish
I′m just all by myself

I'm not selfish, I′m just trying to find
Answers to my questions and peace of mind

Taking a breath 'cause I know that I have plenty of time
To figure out why I′m here and alive
When I'm depressed, it′s 'cause I'm not understanding
Why I exist, yeah I struggle with this


Feeling so depressed
Why am I a mess, yeah?
Feel it in my head
How do I express it?
Wanna tell my friends
Wanna tell my best friend
That I thought about taking my life last night

Feeling so depressed
Why am I a mess, yeah?
Feel it in my head
How do I express it?
Wanna tell my friends
Wanna tell my best friend
That I thought about taking my life last night

I don′t know what to do
Yeah, I wanna tell you
I don′t wanna lose my life just yet

Feel like I have so much left, I am not done yet
I am not done yet
I know if I try my best, if I try my best
I will make it through this

Taking a breath 'cause I know that I have plenty of time
To figure out why I′m here and alive
When I'm depressed, it′s 'cause I′m not understanding
Why I exist, yeah I struggle with this


Feeling so depressed
Why am I a mess, yeah?
Feel it in my head
How do I express it?
Wanna tell my friends
Wanna tell my best friend
That I thought about taking my life last night

Feeling so depressed
Why am I a mess, yeah?
Feel it in my head
How do I express it?
Wanna tell my friends
Wanna tell my best friend
That I thought about taking my life last night