Christine Songtext
von Deckard

It said it wasn′t easy being a girl like me
A one who's still a boy on the outside see
It′s hard enough to fit into my girlfriends clothes
When I'll get my own only heaven knows
It isn't easy being a girl like this
Society would laugh when I take a piss
But I laugh too ′cause it′s pretty lame
Yeh, I laugh hard 'cause I′m not ashamed

Even when I cry myself to sleep each night
Weary of the pain of my selfish plight
I can see the end of all my shame in sight
With the virgin hope of the pure dawn light

I want this
I want this

Pure white trash and this inhuman race
Wouldn't understand and that is no disgrace
′Cause sometimes I struggle for the reasons too
But I know this is something I just got to do


And nothing makes me smile like a brand new dress
It kind of makes me sick when my hair is a mess
I wish I had a half of your poise and grace
As I look into the mirror at this ugly face

And even when I cry myself to sleep each night
Weary of the pain of my selfish plight
I can see the end of all my shame in sight
With the virgin hope of the pure dawn light

But I don't want to lose you when I get this way
It really is important that you want me to stay
I don′t want to lose you, will you take my hand?
It really is important that you understand

I want this
I want this
I want this
I want this

I want this change
But how do you know for sure
I want this change
But, honey, I can't be sure
I want this change
I want this change


But I don't want to lose you when I get this way
It really is important that you want me to stay
I don′t want to lose you, will you take my hand?
It really is important that you understand

I want this
I want this
I want this
I want this

I want this change
But how do you know for sure
I want this change
But, honey, I can′t be sure
I want this change
I want this change