Emotional Damage Songtext
von Cryptic Wisdom

Now and then
I get a glimpse of it and I pretend
I couldn′t live with it, I'm on the mend
But I′m gonna tear myself apart again
I confess
I wanna feel something
Inside my chest
Instead of this sorrow I've invited in
I wanna be happy, see the light again


But I never had that
I've made it a habit
Bad habit of chasing heights I′ll never reach
But you don′t notice me, oh have I made it a habit
Emotional damage
I've made it a habit
Emotional damage

I wake up, full of love, with a smile on my face
Made that up, call my bluff, it′s enough, but it's fake
Chasing dreams, but they feel like a nightmare at times
I′m a sad one I can't let my happiness shine
I coulda been happy, coulda been laughing, yeah, but the fact is I took a path that didn′t allow me
To be a man that could take a crack, because if I crack then I break, can't when that half of you woudn't have had me as a martyr
To deliver the pain that I harbor
And it′s killin′ me off, I wanna get away from it and depart it

But I'll never that
I′ve made it a habit
A habit of changing heights I'll never reach
But you don′t notice me, oh have I made it a habit?
Emotional damage
I made it a habit
Emotional damage