Bottled Up Songtext
von Cryptic Wisdom

Usually I turn a cheek
Usually I let it go
But I feel this burnin′ deep
And I fear I'm set to blow
So to hell with the courtesy
Never felt it affect me so
Been about 10 years
Had a good run but I′m finna have an episode
Got too much goin' on
Like court dates in the week I'm stressed
Prosecutors wanna see me rest in a cell, oh well
And I′m eatin′ less
On top of it all, lost my friend and the woman that I love is leavin' next
Long as I got my rap and a bed in the lab in the back
And I breathe I′m blessed
I guess I ain't ever been one for the heart to heart
When I get a bit emotional when I′ve had a big show
And the goddamn car won't start
Never been as happy as when I get a track
Now I′m back to back and I'm carvin' art
I don′t wanna ever love another like this
′Cause the bein' away would be the hardest part
I don′t wanna go, I don't wanna be
I shut down and I just don′t speak
Letting you walk all over me
Fuck that for the day I'm over peace
I′m so cold and I don't release
Doin' my best to be oh so sweet
I don′t wanna be that dude
Guaranteed that I′m on when the room beat beat
Come on


There's not enough time in the day
To beat around the bush
Just say what you wanna say
′Cause all I do is pray
Somebody's gonna fuck with me today
I′ve been bottlin' this up and I think I′m about to break
There's not enough time in the day
To beat around the bush
Just say what you wanna say
'Cause all I do is pray
Somebody′s gonna fuck with me today
I′ve been bottlin' this up and I think I′m about to break

I'm way too young to be jaded
Lookin′ through the faith anywhere I go
Is there anybody that can tell me what I'm bottling up
And when Imma give it to the pair I grow
On the outside I can be a lamb
But I′ve got the potential to be a bear I know
What am I doing to me and why am I doing it
Am I scared that they're gonna see what dare I show
Do I really wanna bare my balls
Am I gonna let it all out
You don't wanna fuck with me right now
I′m not well in the head, you don′t want that 'bout
When I get enraged and I start to shout
That′ll be the day that'll end all doubt
I′m a nice guy but a little bit of watch your mouth
It'll be mine from the porch you spout
When I was a boy, I was mad
I don′t wanna go back
'Cause if that was then
This is bad
Don't know how to react
I was always used to the pen and pad
Picked up all of my slack
Now I′m like one more problem away from eruptin′
And fuck it we don't want that
That′ll put me in jail again
Hell if imma be locked away in that cell
'Cause I′ve got a lot to do
And if I go get popped you can bet that affects my sales, aw
Welcome to the life I live
You could probably tell
I don't really know that much about myself and I don′t give too much out

There's not enough time in the day
To beat around the bush
Just say what you wanna say
'Cause all I do is pray
Somebody′s gonna fuck with me today
I′ve been bottling this up and I think I'm about to break
There′s not enough time in the day
To beat around the bush
Just say what you wanna say
'Cause all I do is pray
Somebody′s gonna fuck with me today
I've been bottling this up and I think I′m about to break