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von Cold Wrecks

I watch you tear me open
And you say it doesn′t have to be this way
And I know I must be leaving
You say it doesn't have to be this way

I′m leaving
Same reasons
And I don't know what's gonna happen
Sometimes the train sounds like the ocean
When I′m asleep and leaving town
I close my eyes and notice all the worst things

Sometimes your steps sound like a freight train
As I am lost and on the tracks
I close my eyes and realize we′re further away

And now a few times a year, I can't fall asleep
Without a pill down my throat
It takes some weight off of my feet

And I don′t know what's gonna happen


When I was 18, I swore I′d never
But ten years has a way of teaching
Now I'm learning

That if I want to sleep
There′s some things I can't keep to myself

And if I want to leave
There's some things I can′t keep

And I don′t know what's gonna happen

When I was 18 I swore I′d never
Take any pills to keep it together
And I told my father that I'd be stronger
That I′d find a way to do this no longer
Now I'm 28, ten years to the day
That I left for college to find a new calling
Now I′m in my bedroom apartment in Brooklyn
And I'm in full panic and I think I've had it

And I think you′ve had it

And we′re further away