Scared Songtext
von Chris Patrick

I got

A part of me broken

I′m guarding myself
From the scars I'm exposing

Harder to feel I′m at peace
With My heart in the open

Harder to breathe
Through the sparks of weed
But it's help
When i harbor commotion

As a Spartan
I need to be hard as can be
But it hurts
To discard my emotions


Pressed for the bottle that caught
The tears off me quietly
Fear of sobriety
Years of the tyranny
Clear as a day with no thunder
Here I am tryna be

The calm before the storm

I'm constantly at war

I stand for me denying blame
But never learn to build

Understandably while hiding pain
I never learn to heal

With
The phantom of my lies
Will haunt my brain until revealed

And until my bed is made
I′ll spend these days
With waves of guilt

From the
Pit of confinement,
I could see the spots of truth

By just
Digging through my dirt
You′ll see a heap of toxic roots


See the purity is gone
And Insecurity run loose

With every issue that arises
It's get buried in excuse

Inside my soul

I pray my body don′t turn cold
Before i learn to face my problems
I pray someday I gain control

Take me as i am
I been flawed
Hold my hand
Don't let me fall

I been scared for my whole life
Scared, scared for my whole life
Scared for my whole life
Scared for my whole life
Scared for my whole life
Scared, scared for my whole life

Scared of commitment

Scared that these women
Might destroy the inner wiring
Of our future
In this shared existence

Scared of addiction

Scared that my usage
And abuses in my plight
Could send me right back
To my doomed position

Scared of decisions

Scared that the
Pressures that consumes
Me in the night
Gon push this knife
End my truth
This instant

Scared of assistance

Scared that me asking you for help
Gon show my weaknesses
While my pride
Gon make me move against it

I wear this mask out daily
I keep my feelings silent
I scream to show my strength
I don′t like being violent
I hate that fact I'm hardened
Can′t even get emotional
Don't try open up to me
I'm just gon fucking ghost you

Don′t say you proud of me
That′s just gon jam me up
If it start crying
Do that mean I'm still not man enough

And All this time
My pain rejected all the years
Was just an effort to find greatness
And acceptance amongst my peers

Take me as i am
I been flawed
Hold my hand
Don′t let me fall

I been scared for my whole life
Scared, scared for my whole life
Scared for my whole life
Scared for my whole life
Scared for my whole life
Scared, scared for my whole life