three paces away. Songtext
von Chonny Jash

I′m not good at all that much
I can't sing, I can′t write, and I know that I'm out of touch
I'm not worth much
That I know
So maybe it′s fair that these days and these nights feel so alone

I′ve got worries, I've got sins
But I know it′s not all that bad in the scheme of things
And yet I lay here, half alive
I can't find any willpower I need now to fix this life

I can′t tell you why I feel this way
And I can't promise that I will still be here in three days
All it takes is one miscalculation
To lock yourself into the end, to embrace stagnation


I won′t lie to you
Oh, I'm not well
I'm three paces away from reserving my place in hell
But it′s not anyone′s fault
It's what I deserve
For the things that I′ve thought that I know no one else has heard

If I cry for help, but no one can hear
Does it mean that the feelings I've felt have been insincere?
Is that what I truly fear?

I′m not worth much
That I know
And it's getting harder to find a reason not to go
But I′m not done yet
I'm still here
So I'll stick around just for one more moment to find some cheer