Trying Songtext
von Bully

Oh I can′t get out

Invisible handcuffs locked on me

Been praying for my period all week

And relief that I just can't see
I question everything
My focus, my figure, my sexuality
And how much it matters or why it would mean anything

I can′t keep it together, I've been better

I've been thinking about it every night

I′m trying, I am

I′m trying, I am

Trying to hide from my mind, I am


Trying all the time, I am
Trying to hide from my mind, I am
Trying, trying all of mine
I can't get out
There′s no flawless education
Just a stupid degree
The feeling of growing so far from myself
I can't reach, I can′t reach, I can't reach
So brush it off, ′cos I want it bad
And there's no dusting up

When you walk like that, here's a ship

There′s a wick that will keep yourself in check cause
All these loaded questions gonna eat you alive

I′m trying, I am

I'm trying, I am

Trying to hide from my mind, I am

Trying all the time, I am

Trying to hide from my mind, I am

Trying, trying

Why am I?


If it counts for anything
I didn′t want to
I'm just looking for clarity
To help me to get through
If you′re set in your ways
What can I do? Ease up
So that I can break it down for you can't
Feed a beast you
Leave unleashed it′ll
Come right back to you
I'm trying
Trying to hide from my mind, I am
Trying all the time, I am
Trying to hide from my mind, I am
Trying, trying
Why am I?
Why am i?
Why am I?
Why am I?