ok, this is hard Songtext
von BRVNKS

What if I woke up, and it hasn′t changed?
What if I wake up, and I'm the same?
This never happened and I′m ok
Ok, ok

My therapist just said that I should have waited
That nothing is that bad, it's just my what ifs
I try to do my best and I still get erased
So I keep to myself and do nothing else

Nothing else, nothing
Nothing else

Ok, this is hard
How can I possibly be something better now?
Ok, this is hard
No drama, please, please

I've always been a really nice person, but who knows?
I was born with a rage that grew stronger and it floats
At least I did something with that, and here I am
Even though I′m all grown up, I don′t understand


My therapist just said that it doesn't matter
I didn′t ask for that, but got it anyway
I'm never at my best, that shit′s overrated
These things never last, I can't be someone else

Someone else, someone
Someone else

Ok, this is hard
How can I possibly be something better now?
Ok, this is hard
No drama, please, please

Ok, this is hard
How can I possibly be something better now?
Ok, this is hard
No drama, please, please

I should be bigger now
Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah
This should be a good thing now
Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah
(I should be bigger now)
(Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah)
(This should be a good thing now)