An Incident With a Ball Point Pen Songtext
von Brazen Bull

Lying here on the couch viewing the blankness
I′m trying to watch TV
But I don't know what I′m watching
It's so lonely here
Me myself & I reside in the night
I want to sleep but it just won't come it won′t come
I′m so tired of hurting and being alone
I keep thinking about the pills in the cabinet but I'm scared
My head hurts so much from crying
But if I take anything for it I′m scared
I won't stop and I would want to stop
Want to stop
I don′t have any choice in the matter To make everything
I can't make it right by living
I′m so scared I want out but oh I don't know
I'm so cold
Please do something
I can′t stand this
Empty feeling that I′m having
My head is horrible
Stop the pounding hurts so much
Stop
I have no control over
Anything in my life. I'm breaking into pieces. Somebody do something