Messed Up Songtext
von Bleeker

I am delusional
It′s institutional
I've lost my mind and I′ll never really ever get it back

I gotta find a way to focus
Shake away the psychosis
But you might as well just tie my hands behind my back
I don't need the medication
I just need a vacation
From my brain, from my thoughts, from myself

I can't help it I′m messed up
Carefully, aware-fully, I′m losing it
I'm out of my mind
I can′t help it I'm messed up
Uselessly, abusively believing it
I′m out of my mind

I am delusional
It's institutional
I′ve lost my mind and I'll never really ever get it back


I think I think I'm going crazy
Have you met myself lately
So I close my eyes and count to 10 till I forget
But then I think about, and can′t stop thinking about it
I run around inside my head until I finally fall out
On the floor, on my friends, on my life

I can′t help it I'm messed up
Carefully, aware-fully, I′m losing it
I'm out of my mind
I can′t help it I'm messed up
Uselessly, abusively believing it
I′m out of my mind

I am delusional
It's institutional
I've lost my mind and I′ll never really ever get it back

It′s not like they say, just shake it off. Shake it off. Shake it off
Don't talk to yourself, just shake it off. Shake it off. Shake it off
If it′s not true then why'd they say it
If you are here now, I′d make it
Don't talk to yourself, just shake it off. Shake it off. Shake it off


I can′t help it I'm messed up
Carefully, aware-fully, I'm losing it
I′m out of my mind
I can′t help it I'm messed up
Uselessly, abusively believing it
I′m out of my mind

I am delusional
It's institutional
I′ve lost my mind and I'll never really ever get it back