CHAMPION IN DECAY Songtext
von Black Dresses

Feeling empty
Staring stupid at the flickering light
It′s all I can do
To be something this purgatory likes
And hell is only something you go through in alternate lives
It's never here motherfucker
It can′t save you this time
(Uh-huh)
I can feel all my broken and limitless desires
Put me back where I can feel like something
Pieces of me
Missing pieces of me catching fire
At least without a future the present was everything


Hell doesn't exist
Hell isn't that bad
Hell doesn′t exist
Hell isn′t that bad
Hell doesn't exist
Hell isn′t that bad
It never happened in the first
So make it happen again

I don't see a bottom in the pit
Scabs reopen in an instant
Bad at conflict
Hell doesn′t exist
So let's make the problem worth it

And this place doesn′t make any sense
What the fuck am I supposed to do with it?
And I was always right here
I just wanted to play pretend
That I was anywhere different
But not for any good reason
Still searching for the why
Have you ever felt weakened by your true self?
Something she doesn't want you to find?


I could puke
I could eat, but my stomach hurts
Curling in a ball
Piss myself in the womb of god
I don't see myself
It′s so hot that I can′t feel at all
Yeah I know I'm wrong
I′m a cow
Meat down on the ground

I know I'll miss our silly jokes
You′re making fun of me
You make my life an ice cream skit
I kiss the cold
I smushed my heart
Just to piss cum into you

The things that destroy the future getting smaller every day
Being cute used to be only one crisis away
Complicate at every turn
What the fuck is the problem?