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von Bilmuri

I can′t seem to hold on
To reality 'cause these thoughts keep moving me
I′m stuck in my feelings
Trying to keep my life from falling to this hole
I dug myself beneath the ground

Don't wanna push you away
But sometimes it feels like I was made that way
I want to break them up today
'Cause I′m not alright and it′s not okay

All these years these scars were made
I pull them open just to feel the same
It's so hard to resist and hard to refrain
Throw this smile on and try to maintain


I can′t understand
Why no one knows me like you do
Why my life won't seem to move
I can′t understand
When I try to push you away, when you've done nothing but love me

Don′t wanna push you away
But sometimes it feels like I was made that way
I want to break them up today
'Cause I'm not alright and it′s not okay

All these years these scars were made
I pull them open just to feel the same
It′s so hard to resist and hard to refrain
Throw this smile on and try to maintain

I see you sitting on the edge of this ledge trying to find me
I hate who I am 'cause I almost left you and fell away

All these years these scars were made
I pull them open just to feel the same
It′s so hard to resist and hard to refrain
Throw this smile on and try to maintain