4am // Disappear Songtext
von Belmont

Passed out at 4am
Woke up on the floor again
Searching through the time I spent
Wasted on what′s never meant
I just miss the life I had
Missed out since like 2010
I just wonder where I've been

Nobody knows I′ve been on my own
Feeling so alone, stuck inside
I keep thinking 'bout the reasons why
All my life I've been searching for some clues
Only feeling more confused

It took a lot of work to be standing here
I went through lots of pain to be very clear
But that′s the only way I ever lеarned
You have to pay for all the bridges burnt


Just let me out of here
I want to disappear
Nobody understands
All the space that I demand
I get stuck in overdrive
That′s the reason I'm alive
Feeling dead at 23
That′s just not the way to be

I just shrug it off
I just take it as it comes
I just shrug it off
I'm always feeling kind of numb
I just shrug it off
I just take it as it comes
I just shrug it off
I′m always feeling kind of numb

I'm giving up the chase
I don′t want to feel like I'm losing pace
But I don't wanna fall right back in place
Living by myself with the same mistakes
Cover up the pain that I can′t decay
Living in a space that I can′t explain


So let me tell you how it's gonna be
Giving up on life is not a choice for me
Burning out but still complete
Sinking down in disbelief
Running out of energy
To fix the wounds that I received

It took a lot of work to be standing here
I went through lots of pain to be very clear
But that′s the only way I ever lеarned
You have to pay for all the bridges burnt

Just let me out of here
I want to disappear
Nobody understands
All the space that I demand
I get stuck in overdrive
That's the reason I′m alive
Feeling dead at 23
That's just not the way to be

And all my life I just tried to put it off
I never shook it off
And all my life I just tried to build a wall
That would never fall
And all my life I just tried to put it off
I never shook it off
And all my life I just tried to build a wall
That would never fall

Just let me out of here
I want to disappear
Nobody understands
All the space that I demand
I get stuck in overdrive
That′s the reason I'm alive
Feeling dead at 23
That's just not the way to be
Just let me out of here
I want to disappear
Nobody understands
All the space that I demand
I get stuck in overdrive
That′s the reason I′m alive
Feeling dead at 23
That's just not the way to be

Passed out at 4am
Woke up on the floor again
Searching through the time I spent
Wasted on what′s never meant
I just miss the life I had
Missed out since like 2010
I just wonder where I've been