Behind Closed Doors Songtext
von Barrier

I want nothing more
than to fill this hole inside my heart
or else in my head
shoot me dead
′cause the pain never leaves
I want to lie with the deceased
and rid myself of all these thoughts that circle me
but then again in the end
that's what brought me here initially

One man, two souls
He leads, I follow
One man, two souls, he leads, I follow
I′m left to deal with wounds that won't heal
and only I know the way the blood flows
inside my veins
could this be my last night amoungst the pains of sight?
There's a man that you see with the innocent face
Then there′s the man that I feel who′s made a mess of this place


My place, my home
where I'm left to be alone
It′s the last thing I had to myself
now his hands plaster my bones
There's a stench in my soul
as my gut rots
this lack of faith in control

Nothing makes sense
My head′s in my hands
There's fractures and dents
And I don′t know which wall to throw it against

The ones who can't think or breathe
will make the best of company
A family who would want the same for me
a bed of wooden sheets

Drill into my brain
Please just this once, treat me like you would the mentally insane
strap me down
fix me, fix me
make me believe that im one step closer sanity

One step closer to finally getting my closure

The ones who can't think or breathe will make the best of company
A family who would want the same for me
a bed of wooden sheets