IF I DON’T COUNT TO SIX I’LL DIE Songtext
von Banshee

I′ve never told anyone and I'm terrified
But if I don′t count to six right now I might die
I don't know what's wrong with me
But it wants to ruin my life
Ruin my life
Ruin my life

I just spend my days thinking
Ruminating
I know that this can′t be healthy
But it′s my safety
Hide my face and hide away
I don't want you to see


I don′t believe in god
And I don't believe in anything
But my brain keeps telling me that everything means everything
Nothing′s fucking real
But I keep doing it anyway
Because I might die if I don't shut my lights off correctly

I don′t wanna die
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
I don′t wanna die
I don′t wanna die
I don't wanna die
I don′t wanna die
I don't wanna die
I don′t wanna die
I don't wanna die
I don′t wanna die