Crossword Songtext
von Babehoven

Angus carried my bike up the stairs
As I stood at the bottom and
I′m not sure if I just stared
Or if I thanked him

There's a high chance that I′m feeling broken hearted

Angus packed my suitcase for me
As I felt quite stressed out
Since I've lost Calliope
I can't get a breath out

And I′ve heard my father′s angry I haven't emailed

But I feel so conflicted
Because we haven′t spoken in sixteen years!!
We haven't spoken in sixteen years!

I just sit and do the crossword
But, I′m feeling guilty
There are so many books to read
And Ella's whimpering

Should I go for a bike ride or should we walk
I am trying not to live my life based on shoulds


Being an extra in Caleb′s show
Is my big acting break
And I fell in love again
But I don't feel the joy it takes

Because I've heard he′s sleeping in the basement

Still I feel so conflicted
I met my father by the sea
Yet, I feel so conflicted
Because you had nothing to say to me
You had nothing to say to me

Angus managed the recipe job
But, I miss the way we joked
And feel like a slob
There′s a frog inside my throat
And if someday you wake up down there

Take me out to see a film
Court me like you weren't my lover
Since the beginning
I want to feel ecstasy

Still I miss the softness of your skin


But, I feel so conflicted
Because we hadn′t met in sixteen years
And you had nothing to say to me
I always thought you would be there
I always thought you would be there