Apparition of Her Songtext
von Auerkallio

The moment before the end
Is all I can remember
Am I alive again?
Would I know the difference?

This seems like a dream, am I really here?
I can′t feel a thing and I cannot move
I hear footsteps coming closer
I'm trapped, again... Inside my own body

Beside me an apparition of her
Stares at me with judging sadness in her eyes

She′s is not real (just a dream)
Apparition (ghost)
But I am the one who's dead


A puppet (of torture)
Fabrication (you don't know)
Stop talking

If only I could move
I would reach and touch her
Then I′d know

She does not move
Does not seem to breathe
But somehow I hear her voice

Darkness turns white (blinding)
I can′t see (a thing)
Clinical odor in the air

Overwhelming (noise)
Deafening (disturbing)
The air feels freezing

As my eyes start to adjust
I no longer recognize the room


She is not there, the room is empty
I am hooked up into machines