Chaotic Neutral Songtext
von aran

What the fuck
I feel stuck, stubborn in the summertime
These cuts encompass my rush to shudder through rugged lines
Is it ever enough? I can′t toughen up
I just want to die
I just want to fly high
Why waste another night?
Thinking about what I'm living without
Sinking in doubt and I′m still so devout
To rhythms and routes to get in this, I vouch a new minute to bounce
All this business and now, bitch you just live for the clout
Bury me down in the ground now
Don't think I'll figure this out
Why the fuck I am alone They know why, I know why, the reason I hide in my home
I can′t deny, that I might still go and try to confide in these hoes
Give it some time for my mind to unwind all the woes
Only God knows I′m primed to align with the growth
But a sign in the vines may all point to demise
I could cope with divine or just let this shit go
I feel twisted and I'm wicked in a broken zone
My disposition is written within my chromosomes
I trip, I′m rigid, this sickness sits while I'm comatose
In a position, I′m wishing, thought I was home alone
There's someone watching, I′m nauseous with all these swollen woes
I wrote some potent poems to poke at my once hopeful tone
I had when younger, now I wonder if it's bogus though
Sunk deep in some drugs, hope that I don't ever overdose


Is it any wonder?
I relapse with hunger
Collapse, this slumber, this has been another saddest summer
Stash it under my pit, get lit and savage brother
We′re not any younger, tell your mothers and your lovers
Is it any wonder?
I relapse with hunger
Collapse, this slumber, this has been another saddest summer
Stash it under my pit, get lit and savage brother
We′re not any younger, tell your mothers and your lovers

I climb up the totem pole with new agendas
Knee deep in my tension, my shoulders implode while I hold my momentum
Soldier through motions
I told them, I don't have a motive, incentives
Soak up my focus
I cope with exposure to dope for perspective
Perpetuate flows, I self medicate
Stroll with the renegades, lead astray upon a getaway
Better days known
I could′ve best explained all of the stress and the pain
With a mesh of blue stains all impending my goals
Get it or go, watch while the pendulum rows
While my I'll vengeance evokes my attention to stroke
Walk as the tension unfolds
Towards the darkness
I harvest my self esteem till I develop dreams into unknown