You've Met with a Terrible Fate, Haven't You? Songtext
von Apothesary

Hey, listen

I′m begging for a heart attack
To be just like father
And I've spent so much time
Trying to find release
From my longing to be
Someone else
Far from me
I′m longing for a heart to care
To be just like mother
I'm waiting on a reason
A reason to be

So I pull from my strength
To find out what's
Been dragging me down
Because to me
Depression can′t be without
A reason for being so debilitating


Push me away
Like I did to you
Upstairs is where you′ll find me
Hanging from the bedroom ceiling

Calling to me
It sounds like my mother
I'm begging for a heart attack
I′m betting on a heart attack

The only thing that's keeping me alive
Is the one and only person
Who always had faith
My life isn′t mine to take
It belongs to the person who's
Proven much stronger than me

You′ve met with a terrible fate
Been distant as of late
It never gets me very far
To try to tell myself
That I'm still strong

The fact that I'm still writing
Should tell me something
And that′s all I need
It′s good enough for me


Push me away
Like I did to you
Upstairs is where you'll find me
Hanging from the bedroom ceiling

Calling to me
It sounds like my mother
I′m begging for a heart attack
I'm betting on a heart attack

It′s good enough for now