Days Before the Black Songtext
von Apallic

What has led me here?
How did I come to be in this position?
I need to remember what happened, no matter how
Pushing myself to relive the days before the black
Pushing and pushing, trying and trying
Something happens, something moves
Open my eyes, leaving the bed
Intend to leave and open the door
Pass out – days pass
Awake again, seeing the lights, people and laughter
Dancing, drinking, living the moment
She drags me upstairs, can′t resist
Pass out – days pass
Collecting the pictures of forgotten memories
Unscrambling the segments of my yesterdays
Revive the tales to clear up my sanity Unscrambling the segments of my yesterdays
Pushing and pushing, trying and trying
Something happens, something moves
Awake again, in my car
The stereo is running, the cigarette's alight
Liquid caffeine in the holder and rain outside
Only seeing shades through my window
The street′s passing by in a blink of an eye
My blood's not pure yet, still intoxicated
My head's not clear yet, still swimming
My stomach′s not sober yet, still spinning
Tunnel vision and challenging time
Passing others to fix my decline
Turning the wheel and accelerate
Pass out – days pass