Why Me Songtext
von Allusion

Why
Why Me
I ask Why
Why Me


24 Years old in a new city
Thinkn I′m grown
Got me two kids
Out on my own
I left my mama back in Tallahassee
She wasnt happy
Lost her sight from diabetes
And pride the shit was tragic
Never had a dad so I was lost
I thought my baby daddy loved me enough
He played da part I was wrong
Wouldn't commit to being a couple
Turned his family against me
13hrs away from my own
But god was wit me
Cushings came and hit me hard
So unfamiliar with the cards I was
Dealt
Disturbed and Fallen apart
Monday thru Friday was all different
Days
And different specialist
Had nigga at the crib embarrassed just to give me kiss why

Why
Why Me
I ask Why
Why Me


Suicidal thoughts all da on brain
I can′t explain
Feeling so close to death
Neva fathemed this type of pain
I see a monster when I'm in da mirror
Look at my kids
They so ashame
I even question if they loved me the same aye
It hurt to walk it even hurt to breathe
I would go to bed and wake up with hopes that this was just a dream
Doctors clippings on my brain
Took adrenal off of my kidney
Loosing friend after friend
Embarrassed wishing Dey was wit me
Listen
I never been in a better position dealing with wealth
But at this time
All I wanted was health
Cushings you took pieces of me that I will never get back
Physically and mentally
Tattoos fa life you did dat

Why
Why Me
I ask Why
Why Me