am i the villain? Songtext
von Aer

When it′s all said and done
I just want to feel like you don't hate me
But somehow it feels like you do
And I just want to say I′m sorry
I'm sorry I couldn't get better in time
But now I′m better
And yeah I regret it
But there′s not much i can say
I just think every day of what i threw away


And the last time I got this drunk
I thought about killing myself
And I almost did
Yeah, I almost did
And I'm not proud of it
But I wear it
Like a badge
Because without that
I know i wouldn′t have come this far

I fixed myself up
I fixed the flat up
And I don't wanna die anymore
And some days are worse but
I don′t think they're as bad as before
And yeah I wish that you would come back
And I′m sick of lying about it
And everyone tells me that you're the villain
And I can't help thinking that I′m the villain

Am I the villain
Am I the villain
Am I the villain
Am I the villain
Am I the villain
Am I the villain
Am I the villain
Am I the villain