My Betrayal Songtext
von Absolution Project

My reflection tells a story of how things have gone wrong
But my memories have told me all along
When I see what I want, I take what I want
but everyday there′s so much to consume
But It's finally more than
It′s more than I can abuse

I can abuse

Self medication is my own excuse
In desperation for this life I choose

Has the purpose of my life been wrong
Am I really all these things I've done
Once again I'm becoming a victim of me
This veil won′t hide what I don′t want you to see


My own betrayal
although it all seems irrelevant to me
I should be able
to make myself see
all these things I can't make myself believe

A deep self loathing as the days pass by
Increased postponing that I can′t deny
I've estranged my spirit from my body and soul
In anticipation of what awaits below

My own betrayal
although it all seems irrelevant to me
I should be able
to make myself be
who I want me to be

Who do I want to be
There′s not much left of me